I feel like shit. I feel like I'm useless, worthless, ugly, the whole nine yards. I feel like my art is shit, my ideas are garbage, and I'm a lazy hack. I sit here and look at nothing at all, I do nothing at all. I have many ideas but I'm too lazy and too stupid to do them. Yes, call it what you will, you probably think I'm wallowing in self pity. That I'm being a fool. That I'm going "oh pity me pity me". Know what? I don't care WHAT you think. Not really. I feel like shit right now, and ya, it probably is self pity but know what? Fuck you. Better me moping and whining at myself then dragging others down.

Don't tell me "everything will be okay" cause it won't be. It just won't.

Why should I bitch? Why should I cry? I mean hell, compared to others I have a good life. I have nothing to complain about. All my problems are mediocre compared to those of others.

Well guess what?

MY PROBLEMS ARE A BIG FUCKING DEAL TO ME!

-- Anonymous, August 19, 2003

Answers

.... and what started all this?

-- Anonymous, August 20, 2003

my contribution is prozac :D but honestly my art is stick figures in color, i don't get the lazy hack part, you should write down your ideas and make someone else do them, i myself wallow in self pity ^_^ but my self pity is worse cause i want to stop :X

-- Anonymous, August 20, 2003

Welcome to the real life. Life is hard. Well, the only suggestion I can give you is: ASK FOR HELP AND TALK WITH OTHERS.

-- Anonymous, August 20, 2003

lol

-- Anonymous, August 20, 2003

I think you posted on the wrong forum. Why don't you look for the manic-depression section? This is an anime forum after all... Anyhow, if you want to be more fucked up like me, I suggest you check out the following anime; they're excellent relevances: Evangelion, Serial Experiments Lain, .hack//SIGN, X, Boogiepop Phantom

-- Anonymous, August 20, 2003

Theres a manic-depression section ? Cool.

-- Anonymous, August 20, 2003

Might I suggest getting another hobby then?

-- Anonymous, August 20, 2003

If you don't care what we think then why did you post it here? *gently concerned*

-- Anonymous, August 20, 2003

If you're talking about suicide, then make sure that you don't have someone worth living for, first..........

-- Anonymous, August 20, 2003

well gess wat ITS NOT A FUCKING DEAL don,t worry were not going to say evreything is okay ^_^

-- Anonymous, August 23, 2003

im sorry to say that your accomplishing nothing by wallowing in self pitty!sheesh i know your problems are a big deal to you but c'mon your on an anime forum! no one cares. if you dont want to be lazy do something if you sit in front of your computer all day going "oh im sad im mediocre blah blah blah" holy ccrap man pull your self together! unless you want to end up cold,scared, and w/ alot of cats! so stop complaining and start trying to solve your problems!

-- Anonymous, August 23, 2003

she is just being self pitying BITCH!! no one has came just to TO HEAR YOU FUCKING SHUT UP BITCH

-- Anonymous, August 24, 2003