I was abused when i was younger and i dont know what to do about the memories? it ws my father who had that to me and now i think my brother wants to go to court against him, i am not sure if i am or not, should i? i have bipolar now but im not taking medication for it, is that caused because of that of what happened when i ws younger or just that im a teenager? man i have so many questions and im always soo confused. most of the time i tell my self and every one around me that i hate my life and at other times i could be the happiest kid on earth.i dont know, im just too confused all the time.

-- Anonymous, April 23, 2003